July 2010
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
What I love about myself, and will always love about myself, is my capacity for love. My life isn’t unnecessarily harsh or cruel, so I’m not trying to tell you a sob story. But things have been rough the past year; it’s only recently that I’ve started to gather the far-flung pieces of myself and be content. And happy. And just okay.
But through it all, even when it was a...
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
I hate being insecure. I hate being clingy and needy. I hate being very easily upset. I hate that I’m never fully satisfied with myself but I give up very easily if I fail once at something.
But I also hate this list because I don’t like focusing on the negative.
one of the best covers ever.
hello.
everything is perfect right now.
THE WHOLE WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW WHAT A FABULOUS BOY BILLY WILCOX IS.
i cannot fucking believe my night.
there’s really nothing to cap off a lovely evening like watching someone you really truly care about getting stuffed into the back of a cop car for what amounts to nothing at all.
“There’s a diffrence between a failure and a fiasco. A failure is merely...”
– Elizabethtown.
Or; one of my favorite movies.
i'm totally amazed right now.
i always said it was funny how people’s lives can meet at the fringes and you never really know someone but you know them, and then suddenly you meet and you’re suddenly the best thing that ever happened to one another.
it’s more than funny, really. it’s a fucking miracle.
Your first name: Marissa Your middle name: Elizabeth Birth month?: February Favorite month?: October Favorite color?: purple, red & turquoise Describe yourself in four words: unpredictable, ridiculous, unusual, entertaining Describe your best friend in four words: sarcastic, gorgeous, comforting, wild. What colors are the walls of your room?: blue and tan. not my choice. Tomato or ‘tomahto’?:...
“we’re like romeo and juliet,...
“He’s like home. He’s like something I can’t put my finger on but long for when...”
– How Strange; Or, The Misguided Memoirs Of A Girl With Glass For A Heart Chapter One: Every Line Is About Who I Don’t Wanna Write About Anymore
i’m thinking about dying my hair black again.. i have a box of red dye right now but i feel like it’s a waste of money not to use it. so i might dye it red again and then when it fades, that’s it. black again.
i hate to sound conceited.
but i do not know what to do when there are three to five guys chasing after me and i don’t know who i like or what i want.
hi this is my schedule.
MONDAY: Intermediate Algebra 12:30-1:50 American Government 2-4:45 Abnormal Psych 5-6:20
WEDNESDAY: Intermediate Algebra 12:30-1:50 Abnormal Psych 5-6:20 Intro To Human Services 6:30-9:15
DAY 10: Songs you listen to when you are Happy,...
HAPPY: Pretty much anything by Kid Cudi, Bob Dylan’s “Blonde on Blonde”, Say Anything’s “Is A Real Boy”, PlayRadioPlay! “I’m A Pirate, You’re A Princess”, Matt & Kim “Daylight”
Sad: Pretty much anything off of Death Cab For Cutie “Transatlantacism”, The Postal Service “The District Sleeps Alone...
DAY 09: Something You’re Proud of in the Past Few...
I’m really, massively proud of myself that I’m working two jobs. I worked thirteen and a half hours straight through today, and even though I’m tired and miserable and my head hurts and I’m pretty fucking cranky.. I’m seriously going to love rolling around in money like Cartman did in that episode of South Park.
“thank u for telling me his name… Now i can sleep with him”
– Marissa Segreto (via doctorstupid) (via dahkness)
DAY 08: Short Term Goals For This Month & Why.
!. Get out of debt. I just owe my family and the bank money, but it’s always nice to know that there’s not someone breathing down your neck for money. Since I’m working two jobs, it should get pretty easy.
@. Get back into the swing of things, creatively. Start writing and painting again. Summertime is making me so sluggish and inarticulate, which is unfortunate because...
a breakdown of phone conversations with my mom.
“Are you at work?”
mostly incoherent babble about something that I really don’t care about and really shouldn’t care about.
“Do you want to go get your nails done with me?”
reminding me about something that I have no control over but is still somehow my fault. (e.g. getting a friend to return a key, or getting an ex to return something he borrowed.)
...
There's a new astrological sign. →
dahkness:
desperateforlife:
youareonlyoungonce:
lornadoome:
teenexorcist:softcore:etoilenoire:
Capricorn - Jan 20 to Feb 16 Aquarius - Feb 16 to Mar 11 Pisces - Mar 11 to Apr 18 Aries - Apr 18 to May 13 Taurus - May 13 to Jun 21 Gemini - Jun 21 to Jul 20 Cancer - Jul 20 to Aug 10 Leo - Aug 10 to Sep 16 Virgo - Sep 16 to Oct 30 Libra - Oct 30 to Nov 23 Scorpius - Nov 23 to Nov...
wow.
i really appreciate how the rest of my extended family ignores me because i’m not skinny and pretty and blonde. fuck you guys, really. my aunt buys my cousin a shit ton of clothes and shoes and all sorts of other bullshit because she’s skinny and apparently “fits into the clothes from the same stores where i shop” (direct quote from my aunt kelli). and what do i get for my...
DAY 04: A habit that you wish you didn’t have.
Cigarettes, nail biting, hair tugging, oversleeping, laziness, messiness, a blasé attitude towards anything that doesn’t interest me. Is that even a habit? I don’t care.
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name?
isladelmar is pretty much my internet handle. my twitter name is isladelmar. my aim username is isladelmar. look me up on myspace. my name is isladelmar on there. it’s funny because people call me mar. isn’t isla del mar a real place? i’m funny. that’s it. i’m funny and i’m clever.
the name of my actual twitter is “how strange” and that’s just...
