November 2009
shuffled.
Here’s the deal: put your playlist on shuffle and use the first ten songs that come up. Write down the first thing that comes to mind with each song.
1. Stand Here With Me - Creed
Jon needs to stop downloading music onto my iTunes without me knowing.
2. Straw Dog - Something Corporate
This song is so gorgeous. It got me through so many rough times, and inspired so many short stories.
3....
it was a boy.
but not just any boy.
lovelove.
today i saw two people having sex in a car, i watched the stars with the best boy in the entire universe, i harassed geese with the best friend i could ask for, i watched the undertaker beat the shit out of everyone in the ring on raw, i made a chocolate cake, and i came up with a new idea with a novel.
definitely the most productive night i’ve had in a long time.
creepy crawlies.
i feel like i’m crawling out of my skin right now. it’s this strange, almost itchy feeling i get right before i want to punch something or beat myself up.
it’s strange how no matter how hard i try i’ll never let myself be happy.
the fool & the moon.
i don’t know who out there does their own tarot reading but this post is for you:
i decided to dust off my cards tonight and do two readings on two wholly separate issues. when i was shuffling, the fool flipped itself over both times. it also came out in both spreads.
i think the universe is trying to tell me that, truly, everything is all right. i’m at the brink of something...
made of glass.
the silence was so fragile, so thin, that if you listened closely, you could hear the sound of my heart breaking in my chest.
bittersweet.
when your mother calls the cops on you, it’s best to pretend that you didn’t spend nine months kicking her insides and she’s just a lady who lives in your house and takes care of you when she feels like it.
